I am finding it difficult to understand the central paradox to the
death of my grand father JLB Mhlanga who died at the hands of the dogs
of war. Why he died before witnessing the dawn of a new era in
Zimbabwean politics is a fundamental question which begs for an answer.
To understand that, one would need to look at how he lived, only then
one will discover a life that eerily echoed the fortunes of this
country. It is difficult to understand why this man who had so much to
live for had to die. My grandpa's death left a big hole not only in my
life but in the lives of the Bankwe people as well.
I was
doing my Lowe Six when fateful phone call from a relative came,
informing me that my grandpa had died at Mnene Hospital, in Belingwe. I
couldn't believe the news and immediately proceeded to the bus-stop
to look for transport to Matabo where my grandpa was going to be laid to
rest. A lot of questions wrecked havoc in my mind and then i was too
yound to question such things and i therefore left everything to the
elders. It was beyond any reasonable doubt that politics had dealt a
cruel and final blow to a man who had lived a life that made him a fundi in
so many areas, and yet remained the epitomy of humility. It all began
when my grandpa was seeking re-election as the Council Chairman of
Mberengwa Rural District Council against Ben Mataga. Mataga couldnot
stomach the idea of contesting against a well-known and competent
Mhlanga and at one point swore that Mhlanga wouldn't see the next day if
he challenged him in the election.
At the time of his
death Mr. Mhlanga was already in a state of acute distress, walking with
great difficulty and emotionally fragile. Death was starring at him in
the face and everything he tried to fend it off had failed. What has
struck me about my grandfather's death is the deafening silence about
its cause. I know and rightly so that he was swept away by the murky
waters of politics... I have no kind words for ZANU PF for taking away
such an enterprising life.
Mr. Mhlanga's death triggered a host of
worries and fears in me. I felt helpless and
insecure. His death triggered the fear of me having to face life
without him. He was my source of inspiration, my advisor and above all
my mentor.
ZANU PF owes a debt to my grandpa that they
cannot ever fully repay. I will always honour his sacrifice for the
betterment of our lives as a family and for the betterment of Zimbabwe.
All i have to do is to honor it in my own life by holding the memories
close to my heart, and heeding the example he set.
Never does one feel oneself so utterly helpless as in trying to speak comfort for great bereavement.
I will not try it... Time is the only comforter for the loss of my grandpa. Rest in eternal Peace Mr. Mhlanga!!!
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